About Me
I’m just an everyday girl with a fake smile that puts on an act to hide people from the real truth. I have an eating disorder yet I don’t like to admit it. I am not pro ana or pro mia and I do not wish to see anyone where I’m at. It’s been taking over my life for over 6 years and it’s a horrible life. I’ve been in treatment before but it never worked and I went back to my old ways. I sometimes just want to be normal and be happy with myself, but every time I even let myself think about it… the thoughts in my head lead right back to how much I hate my body and how fat and hideous am. Every time I glance in the mirror I am revolted at what I see. I always end up struggling with the need to lose weight and discover what it’s like to be beautiful. To be perfect…
