December 2011
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Anonymous asked: you neeeeeed help.
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Success? Kind of.
Binged and purged this morning, pretty sure I got it all out though. Having coffee and just had 2 christmas oranges. I’m at 200 calories now. Defiantly staying under 500 today. It’s 5:15 pm right now. I can do this.
It’s now 6:30 pm, going to have some oatmeal, then I’ll be at 370 calories.
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November 2011
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Wow..
Calgary phoned yesterday and my parents are shipping me off to the eating disorder treatment center. 3 hours away from home. I have to leave this Friday. I’m so freaking pissed ! I don’t want to go at all. Fuck ! I’m so mad. I’m completely fine.
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Anonymous asked: Hey :) I only just looked at your page for the first time and I saw all the photos. The clothes, shoes etc. that you like are what I like too! Then I looked at your goals and stats and found out that we are the same age, same height, and have the same goal weight! I don't really know why i'm writing this but I guess it's comforting to know there's someone else out there like...
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New Day, New Start
I’m suppose to be taking my antidepressants but I decided not too around 2 weeks ago, and so far my parents haven’t noticed. It makes it easier to restrict now. Today is going to be a day of no binging, and no purging. Just restricting. Only 800 calories. I’m at 170 calories right now, and don’t plan on eating for another 2 hours or so. I’m not going to weigh myself...
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It's Been So Long...
I’m sorry to everyone that I’ve been gone for so long, it’s just been really hard to keep up with everything going on. Especially with school, Calgary ed stuff and family. I’ve been up and down, lots of nights crying and just feeling like shit. Things have gotten a lot worse, purging is out of control. There’s a bed suppose to be open around December 1st to where...
