July 2011
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200 Followers !
Thanks to all my followers, you all are truly amazing ♥
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So Thier Goes My Life Passing By With Every Exit...
I know I said I wouldn’t weigh myself but the temptation is way to strong. I weighed myself this morning, 117 pounds. 2 more pounds till next goal.
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We Walk On Streets Of Gold
Yesterday was a success, hope to make today the same :) I’m not going to weigh myself every day… even though it’s super hard not to. But it keeps me motivated to push forward to see the numbers on the scale drop. I was thinking more along the lines of weighing myself every week or two weeks. It’s defiantly going to be tough but I’ll pull through. Hope you all are...
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We'll Fill The Metro Skys With Country Air
Today was fantastic ! No binging, no purging ! FINALLY, a good day. If I keep this up I’ll be skinny in no time ;) Only 1000 cals. Plus exercise.
Bad news.. weigh in tomorrow. FUCK.
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Will I Ever Win?
Last three days have been shit. Binged and purged but not all of it would come out. Sort of binged today but didn’t purge because I couldn’t. Biked for 2 hours and 10 minutes today. Hoping that burned quite a bit. Also haven’t been able to weigh myself and it’s driving me absolutely crazy ! Blagghh, why do I always feel so fucking fat and depressed.. I don’t...
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There's No Need To Rush, Were All Just Waiting To...
First off, I just want to get things straightened out. I am not anything that has ‘pro’ in front of it. Not pro ana or pro mia, none of it. I do suffer from the eating disorder bulimia nervosa and anorexic tendencies and have been diagnosed. It really bothers me that girls want to have an eating disorder. Trust me it is not the life to live at all. It’s absolute hell, and I wish...
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Hate How I Need You
Sorry to everyone that I haven’t been on here in a while. I have lots to say so it’s really up to you if you want to read it all. This past weekend was absolutely horrible, I binged and purged all freaking weekend ! Probably at least 10 times in 2-3 days. I just felt like complete shit and that’s when I decided I need to get my act together if I really want to reach my...
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And Yes, The Butterflies Are Still There
Didn’t binge or purge today, and ate all healthy and went on a bike ride. Weighed 119 this morning.. sadly. But it was a good day I suppose. Mom found out I have binged and purged since the hospital.. she got upset and told me I have to tell my doctor the truth which really sucks because I don’t want them putting me back in the hospital or something stupid :( A girl from up in Calgary...
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fitandskinnyplease asked: I just wanted to tell you how amazing and inspiring your blog is!! you are amazing. Stay strong xxx
Reblog if you have an eating disorder, took part...
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twasfun-deactivated20120930 asked: <3
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Won't You Cure My Tragedy?
This weekend has been horrible. I weighed myself on Saturday.. was 121, it was defiantly a trigger and made me binge and purge 3 times that day. I know it was probably water retention from all the over exercising but I went into breakdown mode. I took 9 laxatives Saturday night and was paying for it this morning. I was 119 this morning.. I feel like complete shit. I hate my fucking body. I...
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Thin, Where The Hell Have You Been?
So I’m really hoping all this extreme biking all over the city will get me the results I want ! I’ve been working out super hard everyday, biking for 3-4 hours and also working at a greenhouse which your always moving in. Maybe I’ll be able to sneak a peak at my weight tomorrow morning when I go in for my weekly weigh in. Hmm wonder what there going to say… Oh well...
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crazysanity asked: peppermint tea gets rid/eases the shitty bloated-ness stuff? i didnt know that..?! do you pit anything in it? how does it work?
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The Truth Is..
I will probably never accept myself for the way I look.
I will never see someone beautiful in the mirror.
I’ve been diagnosed with bulimia and anorexic tendencies.
I’ve been struggling for over 3 years.
I have to take anti-depressants daily, along with tons of vitamins.
I wish I could truly be happy, but I know that will never happen.
This will always be a part of me.
Oh why is...
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True Fact
I love peppermint tea at night because it gets rid of any bloatedness and I can go to bed with a flat stomach. It makes me feel a bit better on my bad days ♥
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I Want You To Take Over Control
Going to weigh myself on Saturday, also get weighed on Thursday at the hospital, but they won’t show me obviously. HA, wonder if they will be mad I lost weight.. oh well. Screw Them. :) Going to take pictures on Saturday also, blaggh.
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Anonymous asked: Do you purge?
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Whoop.
Just weighed myself, 119 ! Defiantly just passed my second goal weight of 120. Fuck yes.
smallandcutex3-deactivated20111 asked: Heyy! I need an ana buddy desperatly. Do you have any suggestions as to where I can find one asap?
imstillmakingupmymind-deactivat asked: i love your blog <3
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Anonymous asked: If you don't mind me asking, I was wondering what kind of laxatives you use.
