I Can Do This !
The couple days I’ve been trying to figure out what to do, and I finally came up with a plan. I started turbofire yesterday. I’m eating around 1200-1400 calories. It seems pretty scary to eat that much, but I know the results in the end will be worth it and I just have to keep pushing. I want to prove to everyone that if you put your mind to something, you can do it ! Binge and...
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Let It Seep Through Your Sockets And Earholes Into...
I ended up eating around 1500 cals yesterday.. I’m actually so pissed off about it. I went over to the place where my sister was babysitting and all they had was junk food and I caved… I’m just glad it wasn’t like 3000 calories. Today I’m restricting as much as I can around my parents. I was going to weigh today but I don’t think it’s a good idea because...
You Can Be Addicted To A Certain Kind Of Sadness
Total of 600 calories today ! :) Yesterday calories were at 600 as well. Tomorrow is day 5 and I’m glad I haven’t gave into stupid food ! I am finally in control.
Exercise Challenge ?
So until I’m comfortable with my disgusting weight.. I won’t be putting it up because I feel like a total failure. The past 2 days I burned 500 cals on my treadmill. Pretty sore today. Still going to push through today and workout even though I’m not that motivated. Having 800-1200 cals a day and sometimes it will be lower of course. Once I’m at 120 again I’ll start...
Weight Up Weight Down
Ok, so since I got back from the hospital I went up to 125… I couldn’t get why ! I was so pissed off, so since then I’ve been trying to restrict but sometimes I did end up binging and purging… I’m at 123 now, but the thing I don’t get is that my stomach looks like when I was at 116, so I’m guessing while I was at the treatment center.. I must have...