Striving For Perfection

stop eating so much cock you worthless whore. maybe youd loose some weight if you could keep a penis out of your mouth for five minutes

Tue, 14 May 2013 21:10:23 -0400

Lol this actually made me laugh. First, you are a fucking coward being anonymous and also makes you look like you have no life trying to make fun of others. Just goes to show that you are super insecure about yourself and that you need some serious help. Ahha but thanks for making me giggle! Made my day ;)

What I would do to be petite and skinny…

Thu, 11 Apr 2013 00:38:08 -0400

What I would do to be petite and skinny…

Insta-ed

Mon, 28 Jan 2013 02:23:45 -0500

K well, I’m hardly ever on here, so might as well follow me on instagram> stolenvoicesburiedsecrets

I post pictures on there more then I do on here. I just find tumblr to bring me down a lot and almost makes me more depressed so I’ve been avoiding it. Anyways, if you want you can follow me there. I will try to make an effort to come on here more often, but knowing me idk.

were you in treatment in calgary? what kind of treatment? (inpatient, therapy, day treatment)

Mon, 17 Dec 2012 03:54:32 -0500

Yeah I was in treatment in Calgary a year ago, and it was inpatient.

111 pounds this morning. I wish it would come off faster. But oh well, least I’m not gaining I...

Sun, 02 Dec 2012 15:37:52 -0500

111 pounds this morning. I wish it would come off faster. But oh well, least I’m not gaining I guess. Can’t wait to see 105.

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Sun, 02 Dec 2012 14:24:45 -0500

Down down down.

Sun, 25 Nov 2012 15:42:05 -0500

Weighed this morning at 112. I should be happy, but not even close. Need to be 100. I’m scared about today, I’ll be home alone, but I’m just going to stick with eating low and hopefully no b/p.

Weird.

Wed, 21 Nov 2012 14:25:53 -0500

My scale went from 113 to 114 this morning, past my lowest weight. Can’t wait till it hits 110 then 105! Then maybe 100 :)

Go Lovely Go Far Away I've Set You Free

Thu, 25 Oct 2012 13:51:20 -0400

Been on Prozac for over a month now, can see some changes. I can restrict more easily without binging and purging, but this week has been shitty with b/p.. I don’t know why, it almost feels like the pills have worn off and I need to up my dosage. Will have to book an appointment with my doctor tomorrow if possible.

On the somewhat happy side of things, weighed 116 pounds this morning. It makes me feel slightly good so today I believe will be a good day. Probably will stick with 800-1200 calories, whatever it ends up at I guess.

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Sat, 22 Sep 2012 23:11:58 -0400

Blaah..

Sat, 22 Sep 2012 15:05:32 -0400

Really hope this prozac starts kicking in asap because then I won’t have the urge to b/p and it decreases appetite so I can restrict easily. I’m going to Jamaica in April, so I need to have the best body by then forsure, no excuses. I want to be 105 by the end of this year. I have too. I want to look cute in skinny jeans with fashionable boots with a nice scarf and jacket for fall and winter. I need to start posting on here more often as well.. as I post and then don’t post forever. I’ll keep up.

Why Can't I Just Be Normal?

Tue, 18 Sep 2012 09:18:30 -0400

Getting put back on Prozac, have to go back to see my therapist have to go see a physciatrist and have been diagnosed with moderate/severe depression. And on top of that I hate myself for being so god damn fat. Fucking grand.

Errrrr >:(

Wed, 15 Aug 2012 18:52:00 -0400

So I kept up for 9 days burning 700-1000 calories everyday an eating 1500, and I’m actually seeing results! But then I managed to slip up and b/p yesterday and today, twice each day and no workout.. I feel so guilty and terrible that I let my eating disorder control me, I kept barely anything down yesterday and I haven’t kept anything down today.. I have no energy to workout. I’m going to try to make myself workout tonight because I know it will make me feel better, but tomorrow I’m getting right back on track and continuing my workout routine.

Keeping Up ;)

Sat, 11 Aug 2012 08:22:01 -0400

Been working out like crazaaay, about to go on a early morning bike ride right away, then a jog then turbofire ! :) I feel pretty awesome that I haven’t gave up and just keep going. Even got a few workout buddies now, whoop whoop.

Would you mind having a boy as a texting buddy? In Canada too.

Sat, 11 Aug 2012 08:17:43 -0400

I wouldn’t mind :)